Cosmic Luve May 2024 - The Tortured Poets Department
Necessary prerequisite posts:
- 108 The Story of Discovering Earth’s Consciousness (book)
- Knhoeing 2020
- Sentientism 2022
- Cosmic Love Feb 2020 - Emma Watson
- Cosmic Luve Oct 2022 - Folklore
- Cosmic Luve Aug 2023 - Orange
- Cosmic Luve Nov 2023 - Cosmic Bros
Intro
If this is your first post, here are the cliff notes to bring you up to speed. I have a voice in my head I think is the planet Earth and I wrote a book about it called “108 The Story of Discovering Earth’s Consciousness.” In the book I disclose the evidence of what and why I believe the Earth and stars are conscious due to their magnetism. Here on the blog, I assume the belief that the earth is conscious and is already trying to communicate. This cosmic luve log postulates that Gaia (the Earth) uses her magnetism for telepathy that highlights cognition between romantic prospects to guide evolution.
Where we left off…
Well here is the new “Charlotte’s Web” track I mentioned last time. I never ended up getting a girlfriend. Besides that, there’s not really anything that carried over. These are the new coincidences.
Madam Web
In my book “108 The Story of Discovering Earth’s Consciousness” I talk about how a computer screen opened in my head when I was having a schizophrenic episode. I explain how it looked like a translucent computer desktop screen with chrome like browser that would play YouTube videos that would connect me to Madam Web who was the ruler of our sector of the universe.
I was reminded of this episode in my life after hearing about the new Apple Vision. I talk about it in the February 4th Kato & Wysh Sunday update but the new Apple vision is like schizophrenia on demand with controllable and programable auditory and visual hallucinations. The apple vision came out around the same time as the movie “Madam Web” hit theaters.
On February 22nd Selena Gomez dropped “Love on.” I don’t see much cosmic luve besides Selena’s blue flower hat that reminds me of Emma’s blue rose identifier that I talk about in my book “108.” Then on March 5th I watched Philip DeFranco (19:47) to find Astronomers discovered evidence of dark matter. As Phil would say in his segment “it may give you a vision of a spider god that spews dark matter” which I also talk about in the March 10 2024 Sunday Update. It’s notable for later that during my schizophrenic episode, Maddam Web was grooming Taylor to be her replacement/protege.
You can hear about the full story starting in the March 17 2024 Sunday Update, but I’m currently still looking for a female feature for my track “Be Mine.” The song is personal, about my struggle with schizophrenia and comic luve, and I need a female vocalist that can sound like an ancient greek siren. I though I had a candidate in Vee R but she turned-out to be outside my budget. Around the same time, Vee posted a picture of her with a dress on in a pool that reminded me of a mermaid. And ancient greek siren were thought to be mermaids.
Whale Talk
Then on April 15th, Emma’s birthday, I read an article about how scientists had a conversation with a whale using AI. This is significant and also relates to my music because in “Praises,” which was released December 2023, I rap “We can’t even communicate to plants, let alone dolphins. How are we going to talk to aliens or Earth even if we wanna?”
The whale conversation is an important step forward in understanding and cohabitating with other species on a planet with a dying Biosphere. This is also important because it’s communication between two different entities or species with different linguistics. What if there are intelligent beings but we just haven’t figured out how to talk to them? What if there is a galactic federation?
Star Talk
When scientists first studied pulsar suns they thought it was a signal of intelligence from the pattern of the pulse. Then came August 15 1977 and the “wow” signal from a pulsar that you can read about on Wiki or the BBC. Again, my theory is I think the stars and planets with magnetism are conscious and telepathic and communicate through semantics. Given the context of this post. What if a star itself literally spoke to show its consciousness in 1977, and we have just dismissed it as interference because we don’t know how to listen to stars yet?
TTPD
The most recent comic luve coincidence and the reason for this post is Taylor Swift’s “The Tortured Poets Department.” I have left the newest official track about Taylor just above in the post because it and my song “Reputation” will be important and necessary listening to understand the coincidences and mirroring between Taylor and my work.
The truth is I have already responded to Taylor in music. I made a song called “No Don’t Stop” that is a remix of Russ’s “That’s My Girl” (two days after their release) that I have left up on soundcloud that you can listen too. It’ll stay up until I get the money to remake the whole song and officially publish it.
The following is a track-by-track breakdown of the semantic mirrors I see between Taylor and my work. I linked a Tiktok of TTPD easter eggs to give you an idea of how people interpret Taylor’s art. I do the same things. In general, Taylor’s mirroring to me is like the semantics of Gaia in that the coincidences are peppered across her album.
There are a couple songs that could be about me, one in particular (“Down Bad”), but most of the mirroring is spread across the work rather than concentrated. The references are scattered throughout the project. It’s like a communication puzzle. Selena’s “Love On” and her line “wait til I turn my love on,” for instance, makes more sense in light of this post and Taylor’s TTPD
Could it be
Remember, I think Gaia, the earth, is highlighting cognition affecting Taylor’s thoughts and behavior in order to use her as a vessel to communicate with me. The theory is Gaia does this pervasively and consistently across species to guide evolution. If this is happening to me, it is happening to others. I’m just telling my perspective
Back in 2017 I got upset because I didn’t understand Gaia the way I do today and couldn’t explain why I thought things in the media were reflecting my life. Basically the semantic reflections I will divulge have been happening since 2012. I started divulging my cosmic love theory and log in about 2021. So although the semantic coincidences have been happening for a decade and only made sense through internal cognition and my immediate environment, which is why it has to be Gaia; the mirroring could be manufactured coincidences intentional by Taylor making reference to my music and blog. Could be, but still probably not yet. Still, the fact is Taylor COULD be talking to me and making reference to my work because, as you can tell by the links, the references are all public and, as usual, timelined.
- Fortnight
As the YouTube channel Signs and Symbols says, “Fortnight” might be in part based off the life of Clara bow who was an it girl in Hollywood in the 1920s who once had shock therapy for schizophrenia. There are a couple things that stand out immediately about the music video. First, the first time I ever heard the word fortnight was from Bo Burnham’s “Art is dead.”
Second, there are at least semantic similarities between Taylor’s “Fortnight” Music video and Lady Gaga’s “You and I” and “Marry The Night” specifically the patient table and hospital scene respectively. This is significant because as I have exclaimed before, when all this started happening Lady Gaga was my first cosmic luve and I used to get semantics from her work then (specifically “You and I” and “Marry the Night”), just like I get semantics from Taylor now.
I will leave pictures up from the music video to show the semantics. In general, it seems like Taylor takes from “Marry the Night” in the beginning of “Fortnight’ and “You and I” at the end. Is the photo at 1:51 in “Fortnight,” is that the Orange-blue that I talked about in the Sept 2023 Bam post? And for some reason, 3:19 Reminds me of Maroon 5’s payphone.
- The Torture Poets Department
This seems to be about propinquity and realizing “How are we gonna get close to each other?” Dillon and Patty fell in love because of propinquity. You are literally attracted to those in your geographic region, which is what propinquity is about.
I feel like Taylor is reflecting my song “Talk to Me.“ She talks about “who else decodes you?” at the end of the song. Honestly, if anybody would understand my Gaia theory, it would be Taylor with all the Easter eggs that she uses because Gaia is basically doing the same thing in the environment.
- My boy only breaks his favorite toys
The hook seems like what I talked about in the “Cosmic luve brownies” official blog post. In it I admit I went against Taylor pretty hard when I was in the throes of schizophrenia and it’s one of those things where you destroy what you love.
- Down bad
This track is surreal. I don’t know if I ever told this story, I probably did but it’s not up anymore. But when I was in my throes of schizophrenia I had a hallucination that Taylor was on an alien ship and I had to do what they told me to save her. She was on the ship, I was communicating telepathically, and had to find where they dropped her off. I spent a lot of time on the backroads of Michigan. But this song reminds me of that experience. Taylor literally says “Cosmic love” in this song. In “Cosmic Luve brownies” I say “Be the antithesis too bad” and in my single “Reputation” I say “fight me.” It’s like she Is fighting me for us where she’s “down bad” and “fuck you if I can’t have us.”
- So long, London
This is definitely about Joe. It seems Taylor semantically recognizes blue with the line “You sacrifice us to the gods of your bluest days.”
- But Daddy I love him
I don’t really see anything here really
- Fresh out the slammer
I actually live right next to a jail. “ as I said, in my letters, now I know better, I will never lose my baby. “ is like me saying “Now that I know better I’ll never be off my medication again.”
- Florida
It seems like Taylor is talking about how the South is criminalizing living, like things like books or abortion.
- Guilty as sin
“What if he’s written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind” could be interpreted as “What if it’s really only me that knows he loves me” which given my fan size is pretty relatable. I have a theme of being pious to my cosmic luves and Taylor sings “ I choose you and me, religiously.” “I’m gonna get you back” sounds like “Gorgeous.”
- Who is afraid a little old me?
Taylor’s lyrics:”So tell me, everything is not about me but what if it is? then say they didn’t do it to hurt me but what if they did?” I still agree with the first line and used to think like the second without medication.
- I can fix him (No really I can)
This one is not about me
- Loml
This is clearly about Joe
- I Can Do It With A Broken Heart
This is clearly about killing her shows with a broken heart. If she did know who I was, it sounds like she broke up with Joe and was thinking about cosmic Love and knows I exist. Or, more likely, Gaia is affecting her subconscious again and influenced her lyrics to semantically reflect my work. It could also be because Taylor is a peer and so we’ll have a lot in common, so it seems like she is talking about me when it’s just coincidence. But that’s no fun, it’s a lot cooler to think those coincidences are love that was guided by divine intervention.
- The smallest man that ever lived
This is clearly about how Joe hurt her at least I hope I didn’t hurt her this bad
- Alchemy
Remember the original mixtape was the Chalice mixtape where it was a fantasy that I met Taylor Swift, did business with Marcus Lemonis, and ended up with Emma Watson. This reminds me of my first post which was about Emma Watson. In it, I showed the semantics I received from her. Check out the Dec 2023 Deer post for the latest, but basically, my identifier was signified by a yellow “e”
Taylor has the lyrics “but this time with an “e.” She says “Ditch the clowns get the crown” and I rap “I prepped a seat upon her thrown” in “Reputation.” And alchemy turns things gold or yellow.
- Clara bow
What does dazzling mean? I feel like it has a deeper meaning. A blue rose was Emma’s signifier. If Taylor is doing this on purpose she is leaning into Emma being a cosmic luve too with the lyrics “(2:37) beauty is a beast that roars, I’m on all fours, demanding more.”
- Black dog
Reminds me of the cardigan beat
- Imgonnagetyouback
This has the the same feel as “Down Bad” with the wavy sound. It has that theme of fighting me. Taylor says “You were never not mine” and “say you got somebody I’ll say I got someone to” which reminds me of “Alchemy.” And it’s like she’s gonna get back at me for getting angry at her while schizophrenic
- The Albatross
This seems like the message of love can be dangerous.
- Marcus
This is what I’m saying semantics and peppered in. This song has the name Marcus. The Chalice Mixtape was about how I met Taylor, did business with Marcus (Lemonis), and ended up with Emma. I also have an underground demo on SoundCloud called “Cary, Charlotte, or Mary”
- How did it end
No coincidences
- So high school
Taylor sings “I know Aristotle. Brand new, full throttle” Aristotle’s academy was called the Lyceum. My record company is called Lyceum Recordz. In my remix of “loyal” on the chalice mixtape I rap
“I hope I left you shocked like cardiac arrest
Humbled by the wonder of Charlottes web
Engine run’n stifled, You my idol, make it rev
Stumble’n through wonderland with Alice in my head”
- I hate it here
If you follow me long enough you’ll find I’m disillusioned by America’s governmental and economic system and think the government’s disability rules are ridiculous. Basically I can’t have a normal life because my labor power is exploited for healthcare. Or in other words, I can’t work for it like I talk about in the April 21st 2024 Sunday update. This is part of a larger problem with inequality in America that you can read at FarmingHumans.com or by watching this video about “Why America is a piece of shit.”
Taylor (or Gaia) is basically saying “I hear you” to my disgruntlement. With my Sunday Update I look like a poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy. “Fiense” intentionally rhymes with finance, and I am a poet of sorts
- Thank you aimee
I’ve heard the theories and this is about Kim and how north is gonna come home rocking Taylor. This shows Taylor does change names in any defining clues when making songs about people.
- I look in peoples windows
The “now now now” (at 1:20) has the “now now now” vibes from Halsey’s “Now or Never.” This reminds me of being schizophrenic and how I used to look for Gaga and Taylor in New York or Emma and Selena in LA. She’s saying she looks in people’s windows which is the same as saying “I see you everywhere.” Then says, “Does it feel all right to not know me? I’m addicted to that if only.”
- The prophecy
It’s an interesting choice of track order with the last track being so schizophrenic. What if I’m “E?” And it plays out like fools in a fable.
- Cassandra
This is about Kanye
- Peter
This reminds me of the goal of my music which is to become financially free so I can afford to chase my cosmic luves
- The bolter
This reminds me of how I referred to Taylor as the “ice queen” in my “reputation” track
- Robin
I feel like this of inspired by Robin Williams and the dead poet’s society.
- The manuscript
I feel this entire album is about this song. It kinda feels like a cleansing or recovery and at the end, when she’s recovered, the story isn’t just mine anymore. I feel like it’s kinda a love song to her fans. She makes a show on a manuscript but by the time it’s done, you remember it totally different. Maybe that’s what cosmic love is like…
0 notes